Finally!

Finally!
Barbara saw it.
She saw what Allegra does to me - how she is mean to me, tries to trick me, taunts me, and plays unfairly with me.
And she did not like it - one bit.

I am not sure how she will deal with it or what will happen now, but at least she knows.

I got so mad - were were playing a silly game of throw and catch and Allegra simply refused to throw the ball to me. She would throw it in the opposite direction on purpose and then tell me to go and get it. NO! I am not going to be your bitch, girl. Or the ball would land near Giacomo and she would tell me to go and pick it up. Why? It is near him. This is NOT how the game works lady. Or she would tell me that I threw the ball too hard and hit Giacomo in the head on purpose. Um, I am throwing it as softly as possible and the only reason it hits him in the head is that he cannot catch it. Girl, you got something with me and I don't like it. At all.

And it all feels silly, because I am really here to be with her and Giacomo, and in reality, Allegra does not want to be with me. There is really no point in me being here anymore because I never even spend time with her, and when I do, I want to walk away because of the way she treats me. I wonder what it is, what she has against me, because it is something nasty. I am not even really sure when it started, but all I know is that over time it has gotten worse. Thursday, please come sooner!
Ciao for now.
JJ